Sunday, April 03, 2005

Dedicated to Christine

Read Christine's blog. Wanted to comment but cant coz gotta register to blogspot. Ive known this ger when i was in sec 4, some 6years ago, together with jorine and co, on MIRC! hahaz..wierd har..some IRC frendzZ..Alright, when I 1st know this ger, she was happy and cheerful most of da time perhaps that time she is still young and demure hahaz.Entering JC, her life took a downturn and it has been flactuating eva since.
Getting lost in time and space is an epitome of your life? You know sometimes thinking too much is not a bad thing to do, but it does corrupts your mind when you start thinking too much of negative and pessimistic stuff. Like you said it yourself, your thoughts are scary, making you insecure and fearful. I do agree that everyone would have such thoughts once in a while. The point here is do not let past experiences hinders you to move on in your life. Sometimes you gotta feel good and positive about yourself 1st you can get things done ya?!
"Thoughts....They will bug the joy outta me" This a one funnnee phrase.Anyway, its a good thing that you writing your thoughts here, like ppl say when you unhappy, take a empty bottle and say whateva worries you have in, screw it back and throw it far far away.I guess this works the same way also, type everything in here, click save followed by shut down, it will all be trap in the computer!!.
Life doesnt get worse each time when you yourself know that you ve a supporting family and a hell lot of gd frendz ard you. You know you always say ppl cant help even if I tell them my problems, but if you realise, they are already helping you just by listening to you. Be glad that you have all these ppl around you, and rest assured that they will always give you a hand when you down, and that includes me.
Alright, thou shalt not comment on that so called "sucker". Like I told you the last time we met at NYDC, you should not start when you are not ready for a new relationship, its not fair to him, and its never gotta make you happier. But its your own choice and decision anyway, so live with it! Now if you ve another decision to make, make sure its the correct one, for him or for yourself, the utmost important thing is to be happy.
Life is a contradicting Irony, ironically contradicting. Learn how to live with it and life would be happier. If you watched "catch me if you can", I quote "Two little mice fell in a bucket of cream. The first mouse quickly gave up and drowned. The second mouse, wouldn't quit. He struggled so hard that eventually he churned that cream into butter and crawled out. As of this moment, I am that second mouse." Be the 2nd mouse too! Laterz!

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