Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Ressssultssssss are OUT!

Alright, results are finally out on Sat. Heaves a sigh of relief...Not quite what I expected, I had expected it to suck big time, but guess im wrong this time. This semester results is by far the best outta my 4 Sems in NUS. Here goes:

PL3241 Personality and Individual Differences -- A
PL3239 Industrial and Org Psy ----------------- B+
PL2132 Statistics 2 ----------------------------- B+
PL3234 Developmental Psy -------------------- B
GEK1519 Sci of Music -------------------------- B+

CAP: 3.61

Hoooowhoooooo....my CAP improve after suffering a drop last sem. It finally crossed the 3.5 mark, finally in the 2nd lower region. Hadnt expected my IO psy to get B+, I screwed up one of the two exams qns, answering totally different stuff. Hmm...my 2nd qn must have scored quite well. If only I didnt screw my qn 1, there should be at least an A-. lolx.. Expected Stats to get and A but ended up with B+ instead. Sci of Music got B+, all thanks to dear Queenie...if she hadnt helped me with the MIDI project, I think im screwed!!!! Thanks a million Queenie! I LOVE YOU!!!!

All this just means that I gotta work doubly hard next sem to maintain that CAP, and triply hard to improve that CAP... hohoho! Way to Go!!!!!! Looking at it from Sem 1, it has really come a long way, from 3.40 to 3.45 dropped to 3.43 to currently 3.61...Phew!!!!

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Wasssup with life these days??

Well..working for the 3rd wk now...sucks...

Work suck...
Sales suck...
Some People at work suck...
Results releasing this Sat morning...it gonna suck too I guess, it all comes in a package...
Thats close to everything already...

Been exercising a hell lot since the vacations...lost 3kgs already..

Tmr is Shawn's graduation ceremony at SP. Im invited, so its my off day tmr.

Laterss....

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

Shitty day....Shitty days....

These 2 days have been leading a healthy lifestyle. Yesterday afternoon went swimming with Queenie ger..At night went to play soccer and today went for a 3km run....And the result, whole body muscle ache after being laidback for more than half the semester without exercising. Have not clear my IPPT for this year, got to clear it before Sep, got to book before school reopens.

Today is actually quite a shitty day..Shitty in the morning...Shitting in the evening...Full of Shit..reallly...shit happens all the time but when shit happens on you, it makes you feel worse. I guess I cleared most part of the shit, but still ended up feeling shitty. Life still goes on with or without shit. Who would really give a shit to what happen to you anyway.

What do one value as important in their lives? Family? Friends? Love? Money? Career? These beliefs and values form up a certain hirerachy of principles in which one guides his life with. Which is more important than which? Which can be sacrificed at the expense of another in times of dilemma. If one is very clear of what he values most in life, there will never be a conflict of interest. If family is of top concern, it supercedes everything else, when one have to make a judgement between family or friends or money, family takes priority.

And What would you do or feel when you found out that you have been placed right at the bottom of this hierarchy, everything else overwrites you. Your pure existence is just to make up the numerical or statistical value in the population. Whats worse when to the contrary to being placed at the bottom, you placed that at the top of your own hierarchy. Thatz life...Shit happens all the time...Disappointed.

I'm starting work on thurs le..Can slack no longer le....Time to earn some big bucks out there. Queenie is starting work on thurs too at Citibank, 8-5 job, completely different working hrs and days as my job. Shit happens all the time, see I told you..I wont even see her on my OFF day..Actually thought Monday was suppose to be her free day, but now it has become my shitty day. Shit happens all the time again. Mon Tues Wed Thurs Fri Sat Sun...Everydayyyyyyyy...is a shittttty dayyyyyyy.....

Nothing further Out! Out! Out! Out to YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, May 06, 2007

Concrete operational fool

Disclaimer: Sarcasm and Vulglarities lie ahead, if you can't stand either one, fuck off now. The writer shall not be responsible for any fuckshit you may have incurred from reading the following entry.



It has been quite a while since I last met or got to know unfriendly people in any kind of social setting. Its either they are unfriendly by nature? shy? arrogant? anti-social personality disorder? Who gives a damn...

I think as we grow up, no matter how anti-social you are, no matter how introverted you are, 1 thing that is so important to pick up with age is, interpersonal communication skills. For most of us, I would think that as we step foot into NS and the Uni or the society at large for the girls, we are naturally forced to interact with other people. Be it we like it or not, we have to. I guess that skill is something the schools doesnt teach, its comes through social experiences, and even Darwin's theory of natural selection is true, interpersonal communications and interaction skills might be just one of the skills evolved through mankind that is required for survival. If you didnt come equipped with that skill..hmmm...Maybe your ancestors were APES? That you adopted a different set of genes?

Reality is cruel, no one out there is gonna ask if you are shy, anti-social or wadsoever fuck. You cant keep up with the speed the earth is rotating, you will naturally fall down just like when you are on a treadmill but on a treadmill, you choose the speed, in reality, you follow. Go too slow, you will fall to your own death, go too fast and you will be outcast.

Emotion Intelligence..Does it really exist? I bet it does though it cant be empirically proven as yet. Some people are just a little more sensitive to their surrounding people and things, some people are just dense as blocks, while some just couldnt be bothered. I believe it is a innate human ablity but some people just lacks it, maybe its a gene deficiency or chromosome abnomoralities, who knows?

Piaget in his theory of cognitive development proposed that children will be less egocentric past the age of 7, in the concrete operational stage. Well well...I do know and see and had met some adults or even adolescene whom are totally egocentric. I bet some of you have too. Hmmm..Maybe like what Sharon told me the other time, instead of saying someone is stupid, say they are concrete operational. Hmmm..I thought ya..it sounds less crude, and more sophisicated, it probably reflect on you better, higher EQ so to speak on interpersonal relations? maybe....and the person you are using this term on, probably has got totally no idea what is concrete operational. So true both ways....

The purpose of this entry is dedicated to something (well i do know how to classify between animate and inanimate, just decided to classify that thing I met as inanimate) I met last night, but had not known, and will not be knowing. Its time to grow up and learn how to interact, the world dun owe you a living so dun show the fuck face to the world when you are facing it.

Saturday, May 05, 2007

Freeeeeeeeeee as a BIRDDDDDDDDY!!!!

I'm freeeeee as a Birddddddy now! Finally the exams are over...Pray hard grades will be good, hope CAP will improve after suffering from a little setback last semester.

Went to KBOX with Queenie ger today..sang our lungs out...it has been donkey years since I last went K-ing...Most of the singing these days are done in the toilet and maybe when walking on the streets, singing out loud, making ger running for cover..lolx....Soooo sad, she cant sing the duet (or was it a counterpoint to begin with? lolx) properly with me today, of which she said she can usually sing it with some others...muahahahx...Tooooooo bad for meeeee.

Going to Anqi's 21st birthday party later today. Post celebrations, tooo bad to have birthdays amidst exams..lolx...Was thinking of ways to SABOTAGE her...Actually there are thousands and one way...Hmmmmm...All of which will make her suck thumb and dive into her grave to hide forever...BUT...but...but..ME being ME, the friendly nice little boy, I shall not be mean to her! hahax...So no worries..no sabotage from ME!!! Ehhh...I cant guarantee Queenie wont do it thou (she is the mean one u see...oopx =X)...muahahax. Cant wait to

Oh ya..if anyone had seen the MOON tonight, It was damn damn BIG and ROUND!!! For a moment I thought the moon was crashing into Earth...Lolx...I thought I saw CHANG ER sitting around with the bunny....hmmm..delusions and hallucinations....lolx..

Looking at the clock, the time shown verified by the time on my watch and HP, ehhh...so my clock is a valid measure of time (relationship wiht measures of other same construct)..its telling me 1 thing, 1 very important signal it is sending me.....Its time to sleep...

Sighz off..i mean sign off..laterz...