Wednesday, May 09, 2007

Shitty day....Shitty days....

These 2 days have been leading a healthy lifestyle. Yesterday afternoon went swimming with Queenie ger..At night went to play soccer and today went for a 3km run....And the result, whole body muscle ache after being laidback for more than half the semester without exercising. Have not clear my IPPT for this year, got to clear it before Sep, got to book before school reopens.

Today is actually quite a shitty day..Shitty in the morning...Shitting in the evening...Full of Shit..reallly...shit happens all the time but when shit happens on you, it makes you feel worse. I guess I cleared most part of the shit, but still ended up feeling shitty. Life still goes on with or without shit. Who would really give a shit to what happen to you anyway.

What do one value as important in their lives? Family? Friends? Love? Money? Career? These beliefs and values form up a certain hirerachy of principles in which one guides his life with. Which is more important than which? Which can be sacrificed at the expense of another in times of dilemma. If one is very clear of what he values most in life, there will never be a conflict of interest. If family is of top concern, it supercedes everything else, when one have to make a judgement between family or friends or money, family takes priority.

And What would you do or feel when you found out that you have been placed right at the bottom of this hierarchy, everything else overwrites you. Your pure existence is just to make up the numerical or statistical value in the population. Whats worse when to the contrary to being placed at the bottom, you placed that at the top of your own hierarchy. Thatz life...Shit happens all the time...Disappointed.

I'm starting work on thurs le..Can slack no longer le....Time to earn some big bucks out there. Queenie is starting work on thurs too at Citibank, 8-5 job, completely different working hrs and days as my job. Shit happens all the time, see I told you..I wont even see her on my OFF day..Actually thought Monday was suppose to be her free day, but now it has become my shitty day. Shit happens all the time again. Mon Tues Wed Thurs Fri Sat Sun...Everydayyyyyyyy...is a shittttty dayyyyyyy.....

Nothing further Out! Out! Out! Out to YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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