A story
*Disclaimer: The story narrated below and characters mentioned are purely ficticious, similarities are purely conincidental.
The cast: T, M and S (Names had been changed to protect the identity of personnels involved. Any controversies, refer to *Disclaimer.)
Background infomation: Occurred in Sep 2005, Singapore.
Genre: Tragedy.
And the story goes:
T, M and S are/were(the author is unsure of the status at the time of publishing) friends. T and M got into some problems recently, so S in an attempt to salvage and render remedy to the situation, was implicated into this affairs of the heart. As their problems grew from nothing to everything, S got drawn deeper into the hailstorm. Whats making things worse is information conversed from T to S to that of those conversed from M to S holds entirely different functions and meanings. M and S concluded that T is seeing the matter in a different light and thus from then on, whatever T tells S, S would only deem true after confirming with M. S decided against informing T that he was seeing things in a different light for the fear of devastating him.
There was once T told S that problems between T and M are resolved, S insisted that M updated S personally but M fails to do it. That resulted in many misunstandings between T,M and S. No doubt M understands why S is feeling such, because they came to an agreement that T is seeing matters in a different light, M had failed to explain this to T, till today. S is still upset why this is happening.
Many other problems arised thereafter, now T and S are not on talking terms with each other due to some problems and also that T made a promise, a promise that he shalt not inflict more pain unto S for the time being. As for M, their realtionship had suffered tremendously through all these unevents mishap. M now feels that S is different from before substituting M with a new found friend. S feels that she has been hurt enough in this matter and had passively withdrew from this relationship. S feels not the need to explain and clarify anymore, she had tried unpteemed times to no avail. Will this friendship substain?
Alright, thats the end of my overly simplify narration. To all readers of this blog, you might think that whatever thats narrated are my subjective, lopesided point of view, to this, I would beg to differ. I had written the above based on what I heard and read about the subjective views on the matter per se, and try to objectify it. You must be thinking if I'm feigning ignorance most of the time, how could I've made such objective assertions?
Well...If you are a bloggers' blog reader like me, you would know that by clicking on "next blog", you would be reading people's entries, and if you were to click frequent enough, it won't be suprising to chance upon blog with familiar authors, with entries description so distinct that the feeling of relation is so close, and you wouldnt be mistaken because the author had posted up his very own photographs.
Sometimes, only when you stumble upon somethings not meant for your eyes, only then would you understand the truth and when you learnt that the truth is not within you, no doubt it will sadden you, but you also learn to grow from it. The 2 emails posted on the 9th Oct 2005, told me the truth together with a few other entries.
I am not pissed as I was the other day, I'm feeling normal. People just say their disappointed with each other, saying such when they themselves know its not like that, just for some reasons they refused to admit. I think what true disappointment really is, its when dear cried just now, after reading all those not meant for her eyes. Those tears of disappointment in reflections to the truth. How true are the truth, only god will know, I won't.
I shall not judge, god shall. Christians believe that God would forgive our sins, Buddishists believe in Kharma, an effect to our cause, Taoists believe in hell and punishments after death. I am a free thinker, so what do I believe in? Well..i believe in what I see with my own eyes.
PS: The writer will not comment on anything with regards to the above, nor would he be making any justifications or clarifications so to speak, so don't bother asking. As far as your beliefs tell you that this story is true, the writer would still refers you to *Disclaimer.
The cast: T, M and S (Names had been changed to protect the identity of personnels involved. Any controversies, refer to *Disclaimer.)
Background infomation: Occurred in Sep 2005, Singapore.
Genre: Tragedy.
And the story goes:
T, M and S are/were(the author is unsure of the status at the time of publishing) friends. T and M got into some problems recently, so S in an attempt to salvage and render remedy to the situation, was implicated into this affairs of the heart. As their problems grew from nothing to everything, S got drawn deeper into the hailstorm. Whats making things worse is information conversed from T to S to that of those conversed from M to S holds entirely different functions and meanings. M and S concluded that T is seeing the matter in a different light and thus from then on, whatever T tells S, S would only deem true after confirming with M. S decided against informing T that he was seeing things in a different light for the fear of devastating him.
There was once T told S that problems between T and M are resolved, S insisted that M updated S personally but M fails to do it. That resulted in many misunstandings between T,M and S. No doubt M understands why S is feeling such, because they came to an agreement that T is seeing matters in a different light, M had failed to explain this to T, till today. S is still upset why this is happening.
Many other problems arised thereafter, now T and S are not on talking terms with each other due to some problems and also that T made a promise, a promise that he shalt not inflict more pain unto S for the time being. As for M, their realtionship had suffered tremendously through all these unevents mishap. M now feels that S is different from before substituting M with a new found friend. S feels that she has been hurt enough in this matter and had passively withdrew from this relationship. S feels not the need to explain and clarify anymore, she had tried unpteemed times to no avail. Will this friendship substain?
Alright, thats the end of my overly simplify narration. To all readers of this blog, you might think that whatever thats narrated are my subjective, lopesided point of view, to this, I would beg to differ. I had written the above based on what I heard and read about the subjective views on the matter per se, and try to objectify it. You must be thinking if I'm feigning ignorance most of the time, how could I've made such objective assertions?
Well...If you are a bloggers' blog reader like me, you would know that by clicking on "next blog", you would be reading people's entries, and if you were to click frequent enough, it won't be suprising to chance upon blog with familiar authors, with entries description so distinct that the feeling of relation is so close, and you wouldnt be mistaken because the author had posted up his very own photographs.
Sometimes, only when you stumble upon somethings not meant for your eyes, only then would you understand the truth and when you learnt that the truth is not within you, no doubt it will sadden you, but you also learn to grow from it. The 2 emails posted on the 9th Oct 2005, told me the truth together with a few other entries.
I am not pissed as I was the other day, I'm feeling normal. People just say their disappointed with each other, saying such when they themselves know its not like that, just for some reasons they refused to admit. I think what true disappointment really is, its when dear cried just now, after reading all those not meant for her eyes. Those tears of disappointment in reflections to the truth. How true are the truth, only god will know, I won't.
I shall not judge, god shall. Christians believe that God would forgive our sins, Buddishists believe in Kharma, an effect to our cause, Taoists believe in hell and punishments after death. I am a free thinker, so what do I believe in? Well..i believe in what I see with my own eyes.
PS: The writer will not comment on anything with regards to the above, nor would he be making any justifications or clarifications so to speak, so don't bother asking. As far as your beliefs tell you that this story is true, the writer would still refers you to *Disclaimer.
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