Turning point
Have been keeping myself occupied these 2 days....Attended lessons conducted by Yanni Jie after work. Learnt a multitude of stuff from her in 2 days alone. I'm transforming all my negativities into doing useful and effective things. Maybe this is the turning point in my life. Being in prolonged depression will not bring me any good. I will get over it very soon.
Like what KJ said, excerpted from her blog,
"I realise... ... that the world doesn't stop for anyone. Perhaps I have always known, yet when this fact is slapped right in the face, it hurts.
I realise... ... that even if I cannot move forward, others can, and others have. Nobody will stop for anyone right? Yet it still hurts."
While you are tearing away in this little universe of your own, others have already gotten on with their life, they will not give a damn of whether your are happy or not, because of the very fact that they have already found their own happiness. Having planted all these logical reasoning into the conscious mind, the subconscious mind just refuse to accept it, time is crucial in strengthening this believe in the subconsicous mind. As for now, yes, it still hurts.
Anqi said she saw more hurt than hatred in my eyes. Well, I guess its true. I guess no matter how much the other party had hurt you, but for as long as you loved the person, you cannot bring yourself to hate her. You magnify this hate through the transformation of love to avoidance, the more you avoid, the more hurt than hate you are. All you can do is to wait for the love to fade and disappear, thats when you do not hate and do not avoid anymore. Thats when you have moved on. When will that be?
I was really surprised to see so many tags for me. I did not know my blog has such high viewership. I know I've said this many times but still, I want to thank everyone who had helped me through this period of time, right down to just leaving a tag, its good enough for me. Thank you all. I will be fine.
Like what KJ said, excerpted from her blog,
"I realise... ... that the world doesn't stop for anyone. Perhaps I have always known, yet when this fact is slapped right in the face, it hurts.
I realise... ... that even if I cannot move forward, others can, and others have. Nobody will stop for anyone right? Yet it still hurts."
While you are tearing away in this little universe of your own, others have already gotten on with their life, they will not give a damn of whether your are happy or not, because of the very fact that they have already found their own happiness. Having planted all these logical reasoning into the conscious mind, the subconscious mind just refuse to accept it, time is crucial in strengthening this believe in the subconsicous mind. As for now, yes, it still hurts.
Anqi said she saw more hurt than hatred in my eyes. Well, I guess its true. I guess no matter how much the other party had hurt you, but for as long as you loved the person, you cannot bring yourself to hate her. You magnify this hate through the transformation of love to avoidance, the more you avoid, the more hurt than hate you are. All you can do is to wait for the love to fade and disappear, thats when you do not hate and do not avoid anymore. Thats when you have moved on. When will that be?
I was really surprised to see so many tags for me. I did not know my blog has such high viewership. I know I've said this many times but still, I want to thank everyone who had helped me through this period of time, right down to just leaving a tag, its good enough for me. Thank you all. I will be fine.
posted by The Custodian at 3:53 AM
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