很爱很爱你

很爱很爱你
所以愿意舍得让你
往更多幸福的地方飞去
很爱很爱你只有让
你拥有爱情
我才安心

Chapter closes on 29th June 2006. 30th June 2006 marks a new chapter in my life. Stepping back into singlehood after 3yrs 10mths and 23days. I couldnt believe it happened, all of my budz were shocked. Throughout this 4yrs, there had been good and bad times, this is the best and longest substained relationship I have had thus far but it ended in the most unexpected and horrible way.

It always takes 2 hands to clap, so I do not blame Shiqi for whatever that happened. In any relationship that cannot work out, it is always the fault of both parties. The failure to gratify the other party needs, and the failure to compromise to each other's wants.

You said you had a hard time going through this dilemma, Yes, I know I will never understand how you feel. Never will anymore. If it is such a difficult decision to make, that you cannot tell me directly, I'm sorry but I've got to make the decision for you. I hope my decision is in the best of your interest. I do not see the point of carrying on in a relationship when one party is confused about who she wants. I can well persuade you to stay, but that will probably bring to you more agony. Coercion never work in a relationship.

To end this so abruptly is definitely not what I want, but it is to the interest of both of us. I hope you have found one who is better than me and treats you better than I do, one who will appreciate and love you more I than ever will.

Do not worry, we will still be friends and I do not hate you the least bit. For the time being, I do not wish to meet you up, it will only inflict more pain. I'm sorry. Probably I should say too, you will never understand what I'm going through now.

With Love,
Wei Wen

IPPT

I finally put words into action, I finally booked my IPPT date. Had been talking about it for months to train up, tone up and all that crap, yesterday finally log in to book the test date. My window closes on the 31st Aug, so I must clear it before that date. My test date is on the 11th July, exactly a month away. I MUST clear it and at least attain a silver.

Went for a run with shawn a while ago. Our last run was 4months back. You can imagine how long ago that was, when I last exercised. The run was bones breaking, lungs bursting and muscles cramping and what not. Alot more to catch up. I must work hard for this month.

Sales hasnt improve much since I last blog. Except for Sat's midnight sales, the rest of the days are pathetic. I wonder if its me, the crowd or the place. I guess it must be largely me. I'm not working this thurs to sun. Going for my unit's NCO camp. A good break for me. Working ever since exams finished till now. Maybe after this break, I will be more energised and regenerated to accomplish more sales.

I've finished reading the Dale Carnegie book some time back. I want to blog about it but it would be rather long so I will find days on which I have more time to do so. Currently reading a book by Napolean Hill, "Think and Grow Rich". This book is published in the same year as "How to Win friends", 1937. The content is as what its title suggest, how to think and grow rich, encompassing desire, faith, imagination and alot more. Focuses on the subconscious mind and how to tap on it to release your maximum potential. Another good book.

Napolean Hill's famous quote, "Desire is the starting point of all achievements, it is not a hope, it is not a wish, but a keen, pulsating desire which transcended everything else".

I've been reading everyday on the train enroute work and back. I think its the best time and the only time I can find to read with such a work schedule. At least I spending my time fruitfully.

JIA YOU! I'm The BEST! Laterz.

Low Morale

Have not sold a shit since 1st June, it has been 4 days already. Sales is really bad. This 2 days been in a real bad mood. The PC show at the convention hall for the past 4 days has been drawing all the crowd. Heard from the news just now that the past 4 days they saw a crowd of 800000, most number of people ever. All the other brands are slashing prices like crazy, dirt cheap I would say, who esle would want to buy from me. Crap... No mood to talk to customer also, every soul I speak to are from the PC show, seen the prices, just walking around to see if every cent they spent at the show is worth it.

Tmr will be a better day...